*WRITERS’ BLOCK
* JOURNAL ENTRY: 8/18/20
Message from the Soul to the Inner Child :
So I just had my moment of realization that I use to take help or suggestions as an attack on my ego, and I would lash out or shut others down for wanting to help us. I would then pray for more understanding, friends, and tribe, and then when we got them, I would push them away for thinking the thought they may know more than I knew of ourselves.
* AUTONOMY OF LONELINESS
Loneliness is our addiction; we get drunk or high because the outside world said says, "you're too much," or “you’re not enough”, while our inside world is dealt the burden of sadness, and so mentally escaping keeps our emotions busy. One does not have to think or even try in this world.
* THIS EXISTENCE
I am thinking of a moment when I didn't know the truth of our being is simply a state of allowed presence. We dress in the accessories of societies that command how to talk, walk, dress, be. How can one tell who I am if I cannot tell who I am to me? . . . How can someone else tell me how to be more of me if I do not even see them? Void expressions of reflections, like a glance in a mirror, glaring back with a bright smile & familiar face, and then you hear a familiar name.
* MENTAL HEALTH ☑-LIST
Let’s talk about mental health from MentalHealth.gov. Here are a few signs to check that your mental health is aligned with the functionality of your body and attuned with the purposefulness of your soul.
* JOURNAL ENTRY: 8/1/20
Stop investing time and energy into crops that reap no fruit. Feminine energy is the nutrient-rich soil that receives without resistance. The masculine energy is the viable & resilient seed that splits the earth to breed its legacy. Invest in your duality of self, so you may attract the proper environment to grow & thrive into life eagerly.