Nothing is definitive. Some are finite and right outside of that is a boundless world that is still waiting, not to be discovered or conquered but cultivated and loved. As I began, there is light & dark in all; we all grow from the dark womb of the earth then out into the light from the wombs of our mothers. Energy is innate; energy is a gift. It is literally how I'm communicating with you right now in this current second.

. . . 1990 was like Desert Storm or something, 2000 was Y2K, and the war in Iraq, 2010 was around the time of the recession in the U.S.A. and now its Coronavirus in 2020 plus what?.

Do you see how it's a virus (distraction) + war and economic crisis? The old Linear system is trying to prevail, and it's time that we all are finally able to recognize the shift in time. Whoever has the most concentrated energy at the time of a decade, the change will control the dominant power and then force those around us to assimilate to the new "trend of behavior suddenly."

The heart is the soul because it's the very first organ we develop as embryos, it is the first thing the spirit incarnates life into, it’s the first thing full-bodied humans acknowledge as life existing. The heart is also the very first sound we hear as life from our mother's womb, the same throbbing heart which soothes you innately came from your grandmother's love and was then translated into your mother's understanding of love itself. The bond between child and mother is so profound because our lives begin inside of our mothers first. Like the depths of the darkest oceans, always near the unknown, yet still connected to the source of life.

Brands, labels, titles, it’s interesting how we, as humans have chosen to identify power, status, ourselves. For me, it all started when I was in elementary school in Michigan, I was out playing with my friends during recess, and one of the teachers walked right up to me and asked if I played any sports. I looked to them in awe, instantly they spouted out, ". . .

Hmm, where would I start? I suppose at the beginning, where it all started. Trauma for me started in the womb and continued throughout most of my life. Some of it from external sources like domestic violence and sexual abuse. Some of it was from internal sources . . .

What if we spoke up and emptied our hearts of those deep dark thoughts? The so-called “too- dark” ones, that creep up almost out of nowhere all the time? . . . seemingly just to eat away at our peace of mind!